I'm really, really exhausted from my job now constantly giving me ONE DAY to flip my schedule. Had Monday off bc I worked Sunday day shift but then Tuesday was night shift (also shifts are 12 hours). Got home a little after 6 am today, fucked up my schedule by oversleeping, and have to be back in around 5 am tomorrow for day shift. I'm watching Carnival of Souls and I miss my house. I was going to apply for this contract lab job out of state but then I thought about needing health insurance (not that they would probably hire me anyway). I really want to go to Nebraska but no one else does and I don't want to go by myself. I'm trying very hard at work but I'm tired. I'm not sure I want to stay in this area but I don't know where I'd rather go.