Lilies grew. Also went to see a friend at her new park she transferred too and it was moving day coincidently so I got to see the big house they're turning into the offices. It's super old. I was planning on going by before but I actually did it that day bc it was on the way (kind of not really but the same direction) to the dermatologist bc I got a really fucked up sunburn and had no choice but to go. Something I should have done years ago too since they gave me stuff for my face but I always assumed...any minute now, as an adult I'm going to not have bad skin...any minute now (it didn't happen). Probably the biggest lie I've ever been told is that birth control clears your skin up. 

 

I have insomnia

 deleted what I wrote bc I don't know how to write. Have a really messed up sunburn, the burn wasn't that bad but I think I got something called "Hell's itch" it's actually not as cool as it sounds and also fuckin sucks. Also I hate it.

It is hard to want to change things and really just not know how to go about it.